rambling of the insomniac

I want a white husky. I really want to go on a cruize. I want to learn how to ballroom dance. I want a girl to dance with. Is life really this complicated, or so simple that we over think it? Why does everyone have to grow up? Why do we grow apart? Can we ever achieve nirvana? Why do people think religion makes you a good person instead of being a good person making you a good person. Girls who play video games are hott. I want to go fishing. I miss football. Goo goo dolls is good music. The rose family are good people, better yet the best people. The older you get the more you find out how much people really care about you. God she makes me smile. Friends I feel i have lost: kris brockman, brennan hallows, alex thomas, jeremey allen, jake woodruff, justin tuft, seth cummings, jeremey hall, guy mecham, shayne bonner, skyler street, skyler bamgartener, matt stone, cami richards, aubri salazar and taylor woodruff. Girls I want to say sorry to: sarah joe, sarah ritchie, lauren brown, and mack freeman. I need to hangout with my cousin dj and my uncle jordan, how could I not realize how important they are to me. I didnt appreciate heather like i should have. Jordan is one of the toughest girls i know. I think i like tuki more than he likes me. Russell and chandler are amazing, most people dont get one best friend they can lean on at anytime, i have two.