rambling of the insomniac

I want a white husky. I really want to go on a cruize. I want to learn how to ballroom dance. I want a girl to dance with. Is life really this complicated, or so simple that we over think it? Why does everyone have to grow up? Why do we grow apart? Can we ever achieve nirvana? Why do people think religion makes you a good person instead of being a good person making you a good person. Girls who play video games are hott. I want to go fishing. I miss football. Goo goo dolls is good music. The rose family are good people, better yet the best people. The older you get the more you find out how much people really care about you. God she makes me smile. Friends I feel i have lost: kris brockman, brennan hallows, alex thomas, jeremey allen, jake woodruff, justin tuft, seth cummings, jeremey hall, guy mecham, shayne bonner, skyler street, skyler bamgartener, matt stone, cami richards, aubri salazar and taylor woodruff. Girls I want to say sorry to: sarah joe, sarah ritchie, lauren brown, and mack freeman. I need to hangout with my cousin dj and my uncle jordan, how could I not realize how important they are to me. I didnt appreciate heather like i should have. Jordan is one of the toughest girls i know. I think i like tuki more than he likes me. Russell and chandler are amazing, most people dont get one best friend they can lean on at anytime, i have two.

Ask and you wont recieve

Greed is something everyone struggles with, some people like me want endless amounts of money and power, others want to feel loved by everyone, some want world peace. No matter what it is that you want, its still greedy, i cant take everyone's money without being greedy just like someone cant make everyone love them without being greedy. Even the idea of world peace is greedy, some people pride themselves on war victories (america) and others feel like it is part of their religion to battle (middle east). So now that i have shown that want=greed I am going to get to my real point. When you ask for a favor or for someone to do something they will only do it if it will benefit themselves. Like, "hey big muscle man dont punch me in the face!", if he really wants to he will anyway and if he doesnt punch you its not because you asked him not to, its because you made him think about what he is doing and he doesnt want to go to jail or get in trouble with his mom. Either way its for him, not for you. Asking nicely will never get you what you want. Either you should convince them that THEY would be happier doing what you want, or force them. So ask and you probably wont recieve, carry a gun and you will. ;)