Monday, July 20, 2009

rambling of the insomniac

I want a white husky. I really want to go on a cruize. I want to learn how to ballroom dance. I want a girl to dance with. Is life really this complicated, or so simple that we over think it? Why does everyone have to grow up? Why do we grow apart? Can we ever achieve nirvana? Why do people think religion makes you a good person instead of being a good person making you a good person. Girls who play video games are hott. I want to go fishing. I miss football. Goo goo dolls is good music. The rose family are good people, better yet the best people. The older you get the more you find out how much people really care about you. God she makes me smile. Friends I feel i have lost: kris brockman, brennan hallows, alex thomas, jeremey allen, jake woodruff, justin tuft, seth cummings, jeremey hall, guy mecham, shayne bonner, skyler street, skyler bamgartener, matt stone, cami richards, aubri salazar and taylor woodruff. Girls I want to say sorry to: sarah joe, sarah ritchie, lauren brown, and mack freeman. I need to hangout with my cousin dj and my uncle jordan, how could I not realize how important they are to me. I didnt appreciate heather like i should have. Jordan is one of the toughest girls i know. I think i like tuki more than he likes me. Russell and chandler are amazing, most people dont get one best friend they can lean on at anytime, i have two.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Ask and you wont recieve

Greed is something everyone struggles with, some people like me want endless amounts of money and power, others want to feel loved by everyone, some want world peace. No matter what it is that you want, its still greedy, i cant take everyone's money without being greedy just like someone cant make everyone love them without being greedy. Even the idea of world peace is greedy, some people pride themselves on war victories (america) and others feel like it is part of their religion to battle (middle east). So now that i have shown that want=greed I am going to get to my real point. When you ask for a favor or for someone to do something they will only do it if it will benefit themselves. Like, "hey big muscle man dont punch me in the face!", if he really wants to he will anyway and if he doesnt punch you its not because you asked him not to, its because you made him think about what he is doing and he doesnt want to go to jail or get in trouble with his mom. Either way its for him, not for you. Asking nicely will never get you what you want. Either you should convince them that THEY would be happier doing what you want, or force them. So ask and you probably wont recieve, carry a gun and you will. ;)

Saturday, June 27, 2009

back in ttown

I came back wednesday to ttown to visit my old roommate. We are about to watch across the universe, sounds shitty i know, but it all good. Chandler thinks that is funny too. I am going to do a running diary of this shit-ass movie.

Ok two things pop out to me right off the bat why I would hate a movie like this, 1: its the beatles 2: they sing throughout the entire thing, no dialogue just singing...really thats it. musicals suck

6:21- movie is starting, starts out with a guy sitting on a beach singing....are you fucking kidding me.

6:24- cool switch from a 60's prom to a underground club, setting up two seperate couples. the underground chick looks like a crack whore. the 60's girl looks pretty good, maybe we will get to see her naked.

6:30-underground guy is leaving britain to go to america, just leaves his gf, she actually thinks he is going to stay faithful, we will see how well that works out. 60's prom guy is going to war , so that relationship has a good chance of working too.

6:32- weird football scene with the players doing balet and slow motion flips over each other, the writer obviously has watched alot of football.

6:36-guy apparently went to america to meet his dad that didnt know he was born, dads an asshole, if the kid wouldnt have started out singing on the beach i might feel bad for him.

6:40- katie's fav part of the movie is where they pretend to smoke weed, but then after a flip the character jude in america coughs out smoke. this is a magic movie.

6:43- girl whos bf is in the military gets a letter and instead of opening it she sings about it for like 3 minutes. as she is playing basketball she is singing about it, there were over 10 players on the court too, they should have just left sports out of this movie., doing math and singing about the letter.

6:51- jude is starting to dig the military guys gf in college. early prediction is looking really good.

6:55- military bf is dead, chandler noticed that they sent sergeants to the door to tell the family, if it was real they would send officers.

6:59- black guy loses his son in the detroit city bombings, pretty cool song after, come together by the beatles, but they sing it blues style. hookers!!!!! dad walks aimlessly throughout the city and people dance and sing come together as he walks. more hookers!!!!!!

7:09- jude's american friend gets a draft notice, he catches it on fire. then girl with dead bf bitches to jude about her bf being dead, you can tell he just wants to get some. he could honestly care less.

7:14- i win, both relationships failed. she mourned her bfs loss for about two weeks. they wake up naked in the bed together.

7:15- best friend goes to the military to get his physical, 3 minutes of guys in thier underwear ill never get back.

7:28- weird sex scene on an inflatable bed, they are on acid so everything is acid washed. makes drugs look fun, i wonder where all their money comes from to do all this.

7:32- weird carnival scene, i just yawned for the 5th time this movie started. its not awful, its just boring. Maybe if i were a bigger beatles fan...

7:51-we quit the movie, because it sucked.

maybe sometimes you can judge a book, or in this case a movie by its cover.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

It's been Awhile

I haven't posted in about a year, true I only started this blog for my english class but still. Today is a good day to post because I am yet again faced with a decision on where I'm going to live. Its a hard decision because nothing stays the same, as soon as I think I have a place figured out people change things up on me. Sometimes its for the good and it makes me miss my other home and other times its bad and it makes me want to leave. This time I think I need to worry less about the people in both homes and instead worry about finishing school.